Tuesday

dilemmas

I am not so good at talking to others.
I am not so good at looking at others' eyes.
I don't know how to apologize or appreciate.
I can't really pronounce "hamberger".
I calculate everything too much; I even count
how many steps I walked.
I don't like to see a number of people together.
I don't love crowded place.
I dislike instructions.
I am not honest to myself while I am to others.
I love unmeaning noise.
I like variations under repetition.
I dwell in repetitive life; I don't revel in it, but I somehow intend it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

And that is what makes you so special! It's what makes the rest of us like you so much! You're not alone in those dilemmas either! And...you have a talent for putting it into words using a language that is not your native one! Miss you!
Lacey